hi!
it realy gets long before i write into it.
actually i feel more comfortable with my diary. its damn thick, and all filled up by me.
u can easily spend a couple of days reading it. its like a novel, n autobiography...
i know no one is going to watch this blog, or read this crap, still aj toda sa type karne ka man kar raha tha. erlier i used to type long mails for my friends.especially her..but now its no more. i wrote several ling nails for her, but she doesnt seem to like attending them.
every part of me is ruining me more and more.
m having a life infront of me, but i see the darker side.
things have taken big turns o th eway. who wr never suppozd to leave me, hav dichd me in th ewhirlpools of pains, and still say "i care"!
joke it is not. but i laug on it. over yhe mirror, and over th estars. everything appears fake and artificiall.
crying i am for a person who is my god, my soul. and laughing is the world watching me crying.
grt. atleast m making them smile.....
cant kill myself. dnt hav a reason to live.
kill me oh dear ones of mine, and save me and the world...

hello

is it neccessary for everyone to be hapy?
can anyone tell me which among the two is ACTUALLY right and y?
try and try untill u get win at last,
everyone does not gets everythimg...

i just want to b alone now. the one hu was INSIDE me, is still there, but cant feel it now.
how can i mak her move out of me?
shud i try to have her, or should i let her go?

should i pul he for MY happiness, or should i let her ho 4 HER happiness?

shoud i be SELFISH, or should i sacrifise?

can any one tell me?

i have my WORLD to EARN and my LIFE to loose.
EVERYTING of mine is at stake...

:-(

hi

hello!
again i am hrere.but dont have anthing to spk.
ddnt rcv any comment from anyone. ..

hello

hello!
i am karan. a lonely guy, 20 years.
once iu used to think that blogging is for thos who have lots of time to waste. but i recently realized that when you have NOTHING more LEFT o LOOSE or waste, you can just waste your time then.
so i m here too.
what bout you all?